The girl whom I could not understand

I feel really dwarfed before a girl. In every respect; really in every respect. It's really surprising to see that a girl who seems to be so simple from outside can really be so bindass...She's really bindass. I certainly have to confess that I have never really met a girl like her before. She's to me shocking, ridiculous, dirty at times as well as at times she behaves like a goddess whom u can hardly approach. U will certainly get ur hands burnt. She's the first girl I have met who made me feel so small, really so small, that I am not a fellow worth anything. See to be frank; I do frankly confess that I am an imperfect person having my own set of sins and weaknesses. But since I have confessed that I am in certain respects wrong, it's always my desire that I always strive to better myself. I also have my own unique limitations. I have been hurt by that girl, because I trusted her, and I blindly trusted her. I thought someone who seems so soft from outside must have a soft heart too. But as I have already said she's so bindass.
A man or a woman gets complete only in marriage when he/she respectfully surrenders himself/herself to the partner and to God.