My Dream is all that I have right now......

My Dream of having my first first author publication is all that I have right now. I am working on my dream and the road is extremely rough and frustrating as well as depressing. But still I want to hold on to my Dream. I want to keep my Dreams alive.

I feel I can make a meaningful contribution to society by working on my Dream. I can give others my best only when I hold on to my Dream. I give my Best to those whom I care for, by working towards my Dream.

My behavior has got really crazy. This artificial motivation has killed the person that I am. It's not any body's fault. I am not the person that I was before. This kind of keeping oneself artificially motivated does affect the personality and other's can feel it. It's okay....... 

What shall really give me peace is a little bit of trust from others, that I am indeed trying to give in my best, that I genuinely care. That I believe in myself, that I genuinely want the good of others as well as of myself.

For some years now, I want to be totally alone. I think that would be the best option because of the situation I am in right now. There would be no one in my heart. No one. But I am still happy being alone. I am alone but not lonely. I am perfectly happy being with myself and my dreams.

Right now, I really need to be alone..............

My heart is totally Empty...But I am still enjoying this emptiness of my heart....There is a certain joy in this emptiness as well....It is not that my heart has been hardened like a rock...It is just that I have saved the place in my heart for the right person.............

I must spend my life with someone. I am going to save myself for her.....

The human face of Science

I accept that Science and Physics in particular (since I am a researcher in Astrophysics), have limitations since they are just silent about the laws that govern us as an individual or as a member of a society. The external world seems to be the ultimate object of study in Physics. Why is Physics so silent about the turmoil of our day to day lives. Indeed there has to be laws that govern human lives which have a strong scientific basis. Indeed I have to admit that I have gained a lot form spirituality and I do not think anyone can deny that being spiritual does help us.

However there has to be a human face to Science. Science has been in existence in the human civilization for quite some time and indeed there has developed literature on the Philosophy of Physics and Science in general. Science needs to have a human face and I think that apart from understanding the laws that great scientists have discovered, we also need to look into their lives to get an idea about a life in science. Of course we can't expect to get some perfect example to follow but by knowing them and their views on life, science as well as social issues, we can gain a lot.

Keeping in mind that Science has got its limitations, let us all ponder how Science can help us in dealing with social issues. Thoughts of great figures like Einstein, Feynman and Chandrasekhar can help.