An urge to do something new....

Really I am realizing today that the real source of my inspiration to work comes from my urge to create something new and unique. As a Physicist, I want to find something new; as a teacher I want to find out new ways of teaching. It may not be always that my approach is right or suitable, but still I want to try; and that sense that I have tried something new really satisfies me.

Whatever I do, music, painting or science, the source of inspiration is always to get something that will be recognized as unique to me.

It is not that I can possibly stop looking at all the work others are doing; but taking hints or suggestions from others I want to try on my own. It is very important to go through others work but if we attempt to copy their work, there will be joy no more. It's better to take inspiration and go on to create your own way.

And this post that I have written is also something in the urge for creativity. It's a new thing that I have done, and I shall really like if somebody appreciates it.

After all, a Creative Person is hungry for appreciation only!!

kuch likhne ki koshish hale di bayaan karte hue

tamaam umr yehi socha kiya ki manzil saamne hi to hai....

par isi koshish mein ....isi justuju mein manzil aur bhi duur hoti gayi...

koi dilasa na dena mujhe...koi aur bharosa nahi....agar raah hi manzil hai...

toh rasta hi humraahi sahi.....

A Poem

Suddenly a desire arose in me...
I want to say something...
Is there anybody to hear...
Has anybody the time to hear...
Will what I say matter to anybody...
But I indeed have something to say...
About the feelings in my heart...
Whom am I going to share those with....
Whose going to open those knots;
that keep my heart bound...?
When am I going to meet the one...
The one whose gonna release me....
N make me free...
Would She again bind me down again...
Huh, I wonder..
Can I ever be free??
I do not know...
But yet I do have something to say...
Do you have a little time to hear my Friend.....

FUTURE ACADEMIC MISSIONS

(a) Got to get more involved in Academics.

(b) Got to take out the first paper as soon as possible (B. Sarkar and S. B. Das,ApJ,XXX,XXX etc.)

(c) My aim is to take out atleast 20 papers. I may not be able to reach that much but the aim is to be high so as to reach atleast half of them.

My Books Reading List n Progress

Books reading at Present ----
The Scientific Indian by A. P. J. Abdul Kalam

Books reading but kept on hold for some time ----
To the Elephant Graveyard by Tarquin Hall
One Night @ Call Center by Chetan Bhagat
Sons and Lovers by --------

Books finished reading ----

The Guide by R K Narayan
Waiting for the Mahatma By R K Narayan
Malgudi Days by R K Narayan
Five Point Someone by Chetan Bhagat
2 states by Chetan Bhagat
Three Mistakes of my Life by Chetan Bhagat
Black Holes and Baby Universes by Stephen Hawking
Theory of Everything by Stephen Hawking
Heidi by Johanna Spyri

I was upset 2day bt I found d Solution

It is my strong belief that there is a solution to every problem in this world however tough and challenging one may seem. Some problems seem so grave that we tend to become too emotional and it starts seeming as though we are helpless and can do nothing about them. In such situations it is absolutely necessary to keep one's head, think calmly about one's position before the problem......and I feel we all should arrive at the solution that to keep doing one's job faithfully is the best way to contribute to the world and directly or indirectly create a solution for all the problems......While I was referring to the grave problem, POVERTY was basically on my mind......